dead letter

• hayatımda en çok sildiğim file budur heralde. pineın bir mail yazıp bir şekilde göndermekten vazgeçtiğinizde oluşturduğu file.
• disli birine denk gelip saldiri aninda olen kagit
  (bkz: kagidin parmagi kesmesi)
  (bkz: ninja scroll)
• yerine ulaşmamış mektuplara verilen ad.
• formalitenin yüksek beklentinin düşük oldugu bi rejim sekli...
• (bkz: death note)
• nigredo albumunde bulunan bir diary of dreams parcasi.
  
  "i have no words that i could say to you to make you
  understand
  everthing is lost
  everything is mine now
  all the beauty, gone
  - all the faith...
  
  it's watching over you, my friend
  and you, you fear nothing
  more than
  me..."
  
  my eyes filled with water that no one can drink,
  dispair made of laughter on my knees i sink
  i hold in my hands what my life has forsaken
  i keep in my heart what's already been taken
  
  beneath my subconscience a lake of my sorrows
  i live for today and i fear my tomorrow
  blood flows down in rivers for 23 years
  the wind in my face can't dry all my tears
  
  come with me
  you have nothing to lose
  so calm down here
  i'll sleep for a while
  
  declare us the war, we have all been forgiven
  be thankful my friend, for all you've been given
  day in and day out they will feed you with poison
  one day you wake up and give way to their thoughts
  
  this is the violence i brought here to you
  this is the life that i sacrificed
  this is the morning without a day after
  this is the silence that never breaks...
  through you
  
  "i know one thing for sure:
  i have doubts about life,
  but none about death.
  
  i have hopes about death,
  but none about life."
• kendisini tanıdım tanıyalı sözlüğün onay bekleyen çaylakları arasında duran, artık hevesle yazar olmasını beklediğim badi adayı.
• (bkz: gönderilmemiş mektuplar)
• sanatla ilgisi olduğunu düşündüğüm bir suser ayrıca
• dokuzuncu nesil, dabıl dabıl biçare yazar. ahah.